Sometimes feel a bit regret to give up something that i wanted for so long.. And yet maybe just because i just watched the movie *You are apple of my eyes* (I know i'm a too late to watch that movie) but the movie really  make me feel a bit emo.. Ya.. Maybe some of  the scene let me think back my past. *Hahaha..i'm just joking with you guys..*

Well sorry* By the way, i just hope that i can focus on what i really want,and find the right way to change my bad habits... >.

It was like a clown, His job is to make people laugh and happy
but he know when he going to do his job,not like me suddenly very serious,suddenly very playful..
Or act emo there don't want to talk to people,want to get people attendtion and after get it do nothing..

arh.. i don't know what i'm writing here,because it was 5am NOW!!